when i reached home today, it finally occured to me that tomorrow will be the day my parents will be leaving for 37days straight. the day they've been waiting for for like their whole lives. and im happy for them, really, but i'll miss them alot. sometimes maybe i accidentally said they were unfair etc, and i swear i dont mean it. but i mean it when i say i love them. i should say that to them directly, not like this NYAHAHHAA. later lar.
i hate these few days, too emotional. we'll pull through, in the end, im sure.
grandmas gonna stay here for the next few days. its gonna be awkward. LOL. but im sorry for not attending the guides rehearsal/ literature drama/ gamelan tmr. YEAH LOOK AT THAT, SO PACKED. but i'll be able to go to fuchun heh, afternoon what.
and please cheer up hannan(: life goes on, be strong.
