get the hell over it, bitch.

2010-02-19T05:56:00.000-08:00

oh wellllllllllllllll, im moving to tumblr.
HERE as a matter of fact,

got to find oreo yay.

2010-02-16T02:06:00.000-08:00

if you dont have the slightest idea on what is this,
youre a loser.

YAY IM A LOSER YAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAAYA WOOHOO.

heaveno?

2010-02-16T01:55:00.000-08:00

(via papertissue)

(Y).

hello baby.

2010-02-16T01:24:00.000-08:00

specially for your birthday, i shall let you be the glam one HAHAHAHA.
i look like the chinese opera guy but wtv i always look like that what.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NUR AIDA MOS!!!!

its one day late but what the heck.
i still sent your birthday message at exactly midnight WHEN YOU WERE ASLEEP ALRD.
aiya dong lar. but i meant everything i said.
heh we all love you yayayay.

oh let me quote what halim posted;

Synyster Gates anak lelaki anjing perempuan! gitar aku patah!

20 minutes ago via Mobile Web ·

HAHAHAHAHA WTF MUCH.

bucket of tears.

2010-02-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

aww, i miss dita like seriously lor.
this was taken on the skyride thing which i was freaked out by HAHAHAHA.

and this was before they went in the departure hall.
cikgu sazali looked like he's a part of the banner HAHAHAHHAHA.

so yeah i guess only me and farhanny cried rabakly when they went.
fuck our sensitivity? fuck our sensitivity!
some people werent there which was really sad.
like norman, HOW COULD YOU ABANDON HER?
hahhahahaha nah kidding.
but aww at the box of cookies.

but seriously i miss them.

nechantya

kenapa kita di pertemukan untuk dipisahkan ?

aninditahapsari

@nitatrias : jangan sedih yon kalo gak ketemu norman hahaha , cie cie kemaren tasnya dibawain trus di kasih ucapan selamat wkwk

HAHAHAHHA BOTH ARE RETWEETED BTW.
everytime got overseas collaboration something, sure got scandal.
tsktsk hahahaha.
i wonder what are they doing right now LOL.
oh and my mum pun misses dita. awww.
the butter sugar bread my mum bought for her was untouched
so i'll eat it in class on wed.
HAHAHA AND I MISS SITTING BESIDE FARNONO.
as in i miss kacau-ing her.

i used to complain and dread bringing them out for shopping etc at night.
but now yeah, i miss those times
those heart stopping moments when you realise you lost a grp of them.
those sleepless nights and the 'i didnt do my hw cause got the twinning prog then go home very late' excuses.
tsk, have to wait patiently till november ):
itu pun idk if we'll be meeting them.
but nonetheless it was the most enriching and educational experience ever
on how to handle real life situations HAHAHAHA. yeah fatima said that.

bubbles.

2010-02-14T04:55:00.000-08:00

note the following pictures are in random order.
well, simply cause im lazy to arrange them.

honestly she looked like a malaysian artist after dolling up.
HAHAHAH KEMBANG.

eleven.

bag tak perlu eh.

she has big eyes, i have big eye PUPILS.

i also dont know why.

farhanny was street jazzing HAHAHAHA FANA AND FATIMA FTW.

oh and we played a game on sinnee's iphone that allows our faces to be punched/ kicked/ poked wtv.
yeah thats farhanny.

and thats me HAHAHAHA. mata tak perlu like srsly.

so yeah the performance at cck library was erm, alright i guess.
messed up a little and some unplanned stuff happened.
time wasnt on our side so we had to rush thru the slides like wtf lar.
but wtv we managed to pull thru, i guess.

plastic hearts.

2010-02-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

happy valentines.

to malays who celebrate today, seriously you should brush up on your history.
but nonetheless, thanks M for the balloon.

feedback.

2010-02-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

urgh im gonna be spamming
GOODBYE PERFECT ATTENDANCE AND PUNCTUALITY D:
again.

so sad right now.
missed emaths test which i heard was tough.
and missed out on the opportunity to see my guides juniors.
and im stuck at home doing nothing.
this is why i rarely skip school pfffffft.
the last time i didnt come to school was during sec one lor.

all because of my damn fever or whatever.
i was literally like on fire yesterday but today i felt so weak.
couldnt imagine standing on the packed lrt for a whole 22 minutes.
oh yeah i had trouble breathing properly.

mum's rubbing it into my face now with her
'kan dah bilang semalam pergi doctor tanak.'
PFFFFFFFFFT wtv lar but i have to come for tmr and saturday.

oh you know what?
it finally hit me that the shinee's ringdingdong video,
you know the part where they suddenly have wings,
YEAH THATS THE JOKO SWIWI CLUB.

bye mocha.

2010-01-31T04:04:00.000-08:00

dad's leaving to jakarta tomorrow. so last minute lor ):
so yeah everytime my father goes overseas, i'll get a fever. do expect that.
i'll be struggling with homework tonight. and i was shocked at the number of stuffs that needed to be done. and i guess i'll find a way to cut down on the coffee i consume daily.
cause 'coffee can keep you awake, but it slows your brain down.'
what a major turnoff. aiya.

ask some shit.

the great escape.

2010-01-30T06:23:00.000-08:00

this embarrasing enough for y'all?

rahmat, fuad, irsyad, norman.
HAHAHAH budak zaman moden tak tau ikat kain samping.
epic fail lor esp rahmat's KNEE LENGTH SOME MORE.

seriously i miss novell's hair. OH AND HER EXPRESSION EPIC.
and mustaqim in the front row LOOKS SO SMALL KAN.

everyone looks so small SERIOUSLY. that's syahiran 2 years ago HAHAHAHA.

terrorist last time so decent lor HAHAHA.
norman, fuad, afiq? ammar?, irsyad, seri and idk who.

and tadah, a picture of izyan when her hair was still being tied up.
HAHAHAHAHA.

baby baby baby noooo.

2010-01-29T22:18:00.000-08:00

this half face on top.
this is why ms tay rocks. and ms tay, despite you being my favourite teacher,
your face will always be cut into half in my photos HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHA epic or what?
the sembahyang part cracked me up.

and anyone has suggestions on the url for my sastera blog?

if you're not.

2010-01-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

currently on temporary hiatus.
life's not going my way but the least i could do is try.
nobody said it was easy.

ampang keunikan.

2010-01-21T02:45:00.000-08:00

im supposed to be researching about gamelan right now.
instead im looking up on osaka, japan.
SUPER SAKIT HATI LOR.
esp the universal studios part gosh.
awesome or what? but i dont think im going.
cause of the fee lor ONE THOUSAND PLUS YKNOW.
oh and if im lucky, TWO THOUSAND PLUS.
yeah veli awesome yah.
shit lar, but still got to keep my parents in mind.
they'll be the ones paying and i'll feel bad.
or maybe i should start chipping in money like farhanny suggested.
but wtv there'll be more trips TO INDON T.T

gagaga and amaths test was surprisingly manageable
EXCEPT FOR QUESTION 2 LOR.
but wtv just now's test boosted my confideonce in numbers.

i feel sick lar pffffft.
it sucks to be in a dilemma, tempted to do the right thing,
but more tempting to grab an expensive opportunity.
while keeping in mind that i've lost my watch that my parents bought from overseas.
while keeping in mind there are like TONS of work to be done.
and it sucks more not having someone to talk to.

BUT IT SUCKS A HELL LOT TO KNOW CIKGU ROSLIE
WILL BE COMING TMR.
goddddddddd awesome timing?

bad karma.

2010-01-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

if anyone seen a ladies Tissot watch,
silver, barely any scratches, white sticker on the underside with faded arabic words.
last seen at the basketball court near the field.
please im desperate. PLEASE RETURN IT.

nowadays hardly anything is going my way.
i mean, its just the third week, i know.
but it feels like a month alrd,
and i feel like im falling back in class,
and im a disappointment to everyone.
FML LAR, the wounds on my foot are healing super slowly,
and its like a great timing that im now involved in alot of dancing stuff.
even pe had to walk AND I BET MR ALLIFY THINKS IM VERY KENTAL.
but i cant help it seriously.

im not even in the mood to go gamelan tmr,
and i got that empty literal feeling in my chest again.
im having meltdowns for the past few days already,
and honestly it fucking sucks.
whatever, i'll leave everything to god.
and to the person who found my watch AND PLANNED TO STEAL IT,
i believe in retribution, and i believe you'll get yours soon.

moonlight scene.

2010-01-18T04:42:00.000-08:00

probably now, i'll just have to keep my head up
and remain positive.

esp after yesterday night's meltdown
HAHAHAHA BODOH SIA.
but still cheers to farhanah and farhanny.
with a little laugh, im all better.
wtf hahahahaha weirdo k shut up.

anyway street jazz was veli the gerek hahahaha.
srsly sia but when i reached home, i realised my blister started to peel off.
so now im literally suffering like hell.
PE TMR SOME MORE SHIT OR WHAT.
and sumpah i have a grudge against watsons plasters now.
cause instead of healing, MY BLISTERS BECAME WORSE.
like wtf man. dont. ever. buy. watsons. brand. again.

and happy 15th birthday to
Nur Shafawati and Mui Hao!!!!!!

k its been a very long time since i used multiple exclamation marks.

'i don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?'

and now the song's stuck in my head.

final dance rain scene.

2010-01-15T06:47:00.000-08:00

hectic and chaotic seems to be the two words that fit perfectly in describing sec three life.
and its gonna get more busy once my tuition start tmr,
and madrasah on sunday afternoon.
GOD im dreading madrasah hahahaha.
but wtv i've been surviving on coffee for almost every day.
but i still yawn in class. hahahaha but i didnt sleep.
its sinfully tempting LIKE SRSLY but i shall be a good girl.

'I SHALL NOT JOIN TARIAN EVER AGAIN MAN'
(and look who's dancing now.)
hahahah, and i admit i phail awfully at tarian.
but the thought of performing for the yog opening ceremony
like so wow.
i know im not lembut or i use the wrong leg/hand all the time
and i keep showing my freaking blur expression,
HAHAHAHAH BUT STEEL.

k wtv OH AND I KNW HOW TO PLAY TWINKLETWINKLE LITTLE STAR
ON THE ERHU MANNNNNN!
with flaws here and there but its still not beyond recognition yet.
thanks serene! HAHAHAHHA i had a chat with her cause i was alone and she was the only one there. she's not all bad, really LOL.
yay i love 3M2, but i dont really like our class name :/

anyways im in street jazz now YAY.
and honestly i cant wait for classes to start dont ask me why.
and i learnt that izzah is also the dance type HAHAHHAA.
and nowadays i enjoy watching and listening to hip hop more.
and i've taken a bit of interest in grafitti o.o
started from sufy's card lor HAHAHA.

awesomely awesome.

2010-01-12T04:54:00.000-08:00

finally everything's up on facebook now.
HAHAHAHA SUPER LATE but still, better than nothing right.
heheheh sorry ar.
shitloads of fun on that day.
GO. TO. MY. FACEBOOK. TO. SEE. (fana, go hack my account HAHAHHA wtf)
oh and 02's new years eve bbq pictures are there too.
so now i dont owe anymore pictures
AND I CAN DO AMATHS PEACEFULLY NOW.

ayayayayay facebook so slow hahahaah so not awesome lor.

thanks for the memories.

2010-01-09T21:31:00.000-08:00

i still havent touched my homework for the past two days.
HAHAHAHAHAHA i felt weak and very sick lor.
alasan sia. K WTV IM GONNA CHIONG HOMEWORK LATER.
i still have one HUGE card design and amaths and emaths and hmt surat.
but i already revised history SEMANGAT LAR EH.
oh and i HATE my amaths teacher lor.
LOL she keeps on picking on me PLUS she has a problem with
the way i write my number 4.
I'VE BEEN WRITING THAT WAY PRETTY MUCH
THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE
AND NOBODY COMPLAINS.
wtv eh im not gonna let her ruin my grades,
and at least i have safwanah sitting beside me tomorrow during amaths.

other than my amaths teacher (i still cant remember her name)
im pretty much loving my other subject teachers.

OH AND I GOT MY IC LETTER ALREADY!
HAHAHHAHAHA i dont know why im so hyped up.
on the 28th they're coming to sch at 1pm :D

and best of luck to the sec fours taking their olevel results tmr.
im gonna be there AYAY.

i cant feel my body.

2010-01-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

i guess i wont be posting frequently nowadays,
and i fully understand the meaning of sec threes being busy.
ITS THE FOURTH DAY OF SCHOOL
and im on the verge of depression HAHAHAHAHA.
no lar, but im getting dark eye circles soon man.

and i learnt that the only day im totally free is on every tuesday.
omg idk what day my tutoring sessions will be on.

anyways tmr's the cca roadshow and we havent even
completed the jogja strawboards.
OR PRACTICE GAMELAN EVEN.
will be a miracle if we pull through.
and tmr's the sec one orientation campfire
which will be ending late at night.
and i think im better off sleeping in the train or what.
i will like collapse soon enough.

the clearest message.

2010-01-04T04:54:00.000-08:00

new year resolution:

be happier than a monkey.

so long 2009.
filled with lots of love and fun moments, if you ask me.
easily said it was the best year of my life.
got to experience more emotions i never thought i could handle,
and some of the most memorable nights when i couldnt possibly let go of.
and if i ever had a chance to change anything, i wouldnt.

life's surprises.

2010-01-04T04:00:00.000-08:00

(via fuckyeahquotes)

i suppose he's right? HAHAHHAA

i started the morning, dreading cause i thought only me and saf were the only malays.
oh and plus norman.
but when i reach school, had the shock and possibly the most HEAVENLY news that
FANAGAY FARHANNY SAFWANAH IZZAH SHAFA IZYAN MARIE NORMAN
were in my class ZOMG RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i. honestly. felt. like. hugging. mr. michael. peacock. omg. eww.
so i had the tall babu all to myselfffffffff HAHAHHAA.

3M2 NOT EMPTY!

i hope the tattoo form teacher wont set a seating plan lar.
and our class only has around 31+ students?
wah awesome or what?
and my amaths class only has like 6 students.
WAH HEAVEN just now's class only got 2 students WTF.
HAHAHAHA and basically we were staring at the teacher and
she was staring back at us wahhhhhhh.
SEMANGAT SIA OPT FOR AMATHS AHHAHAHAH MUST TRY MAH.
i hate biology lorrrrrrrr :B
i have no idea why ramai prefer bio LIKE TAK GUNE AJE.
HAHAHAHA including disco ball lor.

but wtv im enjoying 3M2 alot and MR DICK AYAY.

but we'll survive to the very end.

2010-01-04T03:13:00.000-08:00

nice anot? HAHAHAHAHA.

happy 15th birthday mariana mohd ahzhar mozillagorilla!

omg you're 15 nowwwwwwww. and im still 14 damnnnn.
but though you may be older, I AM TALLER.
NYAHAHAHAHA.
wtv it is i hope, I WANT, you to be happy eh babat.
youre not in my class but still do try to enjoy my absence
by listening ATTENTIVELY IN CLASS and at least have an uninterrupted lesson.
zomg do you even know how weird it is not having you around in class,
screaming at me and talking to me?
instead i have a huge&tall person sitting beside me now.
HAHAHAH JANGAN TERSINGGUNG EH FANONOGAY.
whatever it is i still love you eh though you stole my stationeries all the time
HAHAHHAH TAK LAR and though you always scream at me during any given opportunity.

'everyone loves you, but i love you more.'

HAHAHAHAH mr dick saw me writing this during his class and he
commented that it was very CORNY?
HAHAHHAHA YOU AUSSIE potential male model.

oh and i hope you like your gift eh mary ana.
a notebook and a huge card might not seem much,
but the notebook is from the PAPER PEOPLE YKNOW.
veli the expensive.

pictures of you.

2009-12-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

that's glennys and yinkiu :D
and that's the official rainbow club hand signal.
no seriously its a club made by the lame classmates that enping has.

i love you but you get on my nerves sometimes.

on a lighter note, my brother keeps dancing to the video phone video.
LOL SO GAY MAN.
lady gaga looks weird though. i would prefer it better if she wore her crazy clothes.
LOL i mean its her signature stuff righttttttt.

hahaha wtv anyway tmr's new years eve.
though im not looking forward to the new year,
i am looking forward to the outing tmr.
HEHEHE finally an outing to buy sch bags tgt eh.
and the class bbq at night.
WOOHOO and my brother is staying overnight at east coast -.-
im not jealous cause honestly, im sick and tired of east coast.
whattheballs keep going there for outings.

so yeah, im VELIVELI EXCITED FOR TMR.
but dreading the next day :B

some people asked me about my new year resolutions
and frankly i dont have any
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY like leona lewis' ironic songgggg.

and my library books are due today YAY BAIK KAN?
and something is wrong with my twitter page AIYA.

touched by an angel.

2009-12-29T05:51:00.000-08:00

sorry no pictures today.
OMG I AM SO SAD CAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE'S THE USB.
how delightful. FML LAR.

to add salt to the ikan pari, i have a bloody stupid sore throat
since yesterday and it developed into cough and runny nose
after guides today the area around my nose YEAH NOSE INCLUDED
feels burning hot cause it got sunburnt.
maybe i shall rub an ice cube all over that area ITS LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH MAN.
im gonna drink redoxon? or whatever later and its deliciousssss
cause its black current flavoured and it tastes like ribena NICER AR.
wah rockkkkkkk.

but had some blissful time at gamelan today.
cause i was sleeping on the benches.
HAHHAHA TAK SENONOH BUT IDC MANNNNNNNN.

oh and i shall never watch two and a half man the same way again.
cause charlie sheen AIYA HE SO VIOLENT MAN.
go read about the 911 call. HAHAHA.
but wtv im not looking forward to 2010 but it'll grow on me.

one love.

2009-12-28T06:09:00.000-08:00

SEZAIRI WONNNNNNNNNNNNNN WOOHOO!
and i've been his fan for idk how long?
heheheheh the jason mraz look a like in the auditions AYAY.

people are like arguing everywhere lor facebook or twitter or wtv.
like obviously both veliveli good yah but
VOTE PEOPLE VOTE. never vote then complain about who really deserved the title.
LIKE WTF mannnnnnnnn. betul punya pandai.
three malay male winners SO WHAT? not our fault you didnt vote.
but wtv yay sezairi!!!! oh and taufik was hot :o
and duane was lembut rightttttttttttttt.

oh and charice? or however you spell her name was not bad ar.
HAHAHA but somehow she sing macam mumbling like that.
but when she tarik suara LIKE BOOMZ.

im happy for sezairi lalala even my father supports him man.
OH AND I LOVE IT WHEN HE SANG BAD ROMANCE
so ulala he touched sylvia's face at one point so drama woohoo.

sampai we made a video just now reanactment sezairi's reaction.
HAHAHAHA shall upload everything tomorrow or the next day or the day after that.
so yeah just now had the outing with sec fours,
even though it wasnt at sentosa which they claimed was mahal?
LIKE $3 AJE LOLOL but wtv we still had an awesomely awesome time.
played with water balloons flour sand party strings LIKE WOW.
i didnt regret playing with flour though tons of it went into my eyes and mouth EWW.
fun whatttttttttt, hehehe after showered, flour was everywhere in my hair
IN CLUMPS WHICH MADE ME LOOK LIKE I GOT DANDRUFF LIKE THAT.
hahah wtf spent like one hour picking flour from my hair MACAM MONYET.
hehehehe like perfect day cause gerimis only, tak hujan WOOH.

my body's aching man.
and there's guides like so early in the morning tmr.
and gamelan in the afternoon.
ITS GONNA BE A LONG DAY MAN.
ulala and i spent like half an hour showering and scraping the remains of the flour
off my hair hahahaha wtf so disgusting lar.
and im clean now ayay.

and i realised that.

2009-12-24T23:34:00.000-08:00

freaking random sia HAHAHAHHA.

anyways my parents came home yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
HAHAHAHAAH was so happily drunk lalala.
but pissed off at the group of makciks and their anaks beside me,
they were holding two banners and a bouquet of flowers and tons of cameras.
LIKE WOW, melayu people can be so kiasu and membingitkan.
no seriously so grand man.
so when my parents came out WAS RUSHING LIKE MAD TO BE THE FIRST TO HUG THEM.
but my grandma sibok go hug first T.T
a small girl being pushed by someone bigger and older STORY OF MY LIFE.
wtv saw a very familiar face there
and after the tears i couldnt help but laugh when my father took off his songkok.
HEHEHE BOTAK MAN but grow a little alrd.
reminds me of hannan NYAHAHAH tapi tak selicin disco ball aiya.

and when we got home, my mum started unpacking stuffs from 11 bags altgt.
HAHAHA BOLEH BUAT TREASURE HUNT ALRD.
and now my dining table's filled with souvenirs literally man.
yay i got a sling bag a watch a perfume a bracelet a necklace with earrings a sejadah a keychain
and im stuffing myself with those chocolates filled with dates and cashew nuts.
HAHAHAHAHHA and my mum bought like six kotaks of henna.
wtf so random and she wants to put it on my fingers lol?
but i couldnt cause of guides and whatsoever.

they told me stories and i swear im jealous right now.

hahaha but now they're catching up on their sleep.
kesian jet lag AWWWWWWW
and they start working on monday like wtf so fast so kesian.
so i have to settle my sch stuff and hopefully handphone HEHEHE by tmr.
so they can rest some more on sunday.

plus i have like a few more maths exercises and a compo.
doing heymaths later.
AND FOUR HUGE CARD DESIGNS TO BE COMPLETED BY MONDAY.
like omg lar what have i ever done to you guys man?
tak lar kidding im happy to help but no promises its gonna be done by monday.
HAVE. TO. PUSH. MYSELF.
i started on the first but i stopped halfway aiya
why does the designs i think of have to be so complicated? _!_
and ive been sleeping at 1am daily like wow
while doing maths and watching suite life and hannah montana HAHAH WTF.

gone are my free and easy days ):
but i dont mind hehhe.
and MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIENDS!

see you in the dark.

2009-12-21T02:16:00.000-08:00

oh hell, we tahan malu aje eh so that other people can SCRUTINIZE each face.

HAHAHAH and for the record, this was when we were in bali last year.

and right now, im veli jealous of other people especially sara HAHAHA.
cause baru balik korea terus head to kl and go shopping.
WHILE IM AT HOME STRUGGLING WITH EVERYTHING,
without my parents even haiya.
and i cant remember the last time we really went shopping :(

but most importantly, im fed up with my neck alot.
salah bantal or wtv my mum, nenek, nenek moyang calls it.
had to bear with it while doing punishments during guides.
i want to say im tired and going to pieces,
but i guess the PLs and all that had a harder time.

i cant wait till my parents get homeeeeeeee.
and i cant wait for the sentosa outing too teehee.

oh and i find poeple who TyPe L!Ke Th!S very retarded.
so do poeple who talk like this,
'ey taq da kau pn aquh leh idop la weii!'

they need to go read the english book that was full of vocab stuff that novell found tadi.
NINCOMEPOP or something like that.
HAHAHAH utak biya betul.

i can't but i have to.

2009-12-19T01:26:00.000-08:00

hey doesnt this ring a bell, farhanah?
HAHAHAHA, during the time i flunked my chem paper and you let me read this.
k wtv, thanks eh.

it just hit me that my parents are returning home in five days time. HEHEHE nak kepit bawah ketiak mak again after so long ULALA.
homework still not done mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. and i have like 15days left aiya wtf man.
im all out of post its ): i got nowhere to write or draw tsktsk I NEED POST ITS TO DO EVERYTHING, including motivating myself sheesh.
i miss my girls and 202huats and basically everyone in the whole school.
i havent alter my new skirts yet TSK or bought school stuff. which brings me back to number3.
i have four library books which are due on the 30th and i only finished one.
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SEW hahahah srsly i need mrs chiang mannn.
just realised my playlists in my mp3 are really berkarat alrd. i need to update but i shan't.
is shan't a word, even?
i want a krabby patty.

dont let everything go.

2009-12-19T00:48:00.000-08:00

"Walking out of someone's life, isn't as easy as
walking out of the door."

hanya malam dapat meleburkan segala rasa yang tak terungkap.

2009-12-17T04:28:00.000-08:00

please dont worry, please dont leave ok.
im alright, i forgive you.
but i got to be alone now, so that explains my absence of replies.
i need to sort some stuff out, and i need time.
to make myself believe your words weren't true.
so don't worry for the time being.
in case you've forgotten, im a girl and a vulnerable one at it.

second chances are not applicable now.

2009-12-16T05:44:00.000-08:00

oh yeah, i can be deep.
and im feeling really light-headed right now. and there's a lump in my throat.
but im not going to cry. im going to be strong ayay.
im sure all of us will laugh about this someday.
wtv im gonna bury myself in maths and off my phone
so that no jerks will try and talk to me when im in this state.

nothing lasts.

2009-12-16T05:00:00.000-08:00

im sorry if i've ever been there for you. im sorry if you got fucking pissed off or whatever.
im sorry if i wasted your precious time. im sorry if i made you feel like i was your friend.
cause in the end, im still here, and i know it means nothing to you. but whatever,
i'm not gonna give a fuck anymore and not waste my childhood on trivial and stupid stuff.
and we're both better going in this direction.
i know im not perfect, im so called not good enough to be your friend now.
so im saying sorry for taking part in your life and i don't mind if you blame me for everything. so yeah, put the blame on me and let's move on, alright.

and for your information, friends don't hurt.
and sorry doesnt mean anything if there's a replay of mistakes.
i mean nothing now, so i guess i'll treat you the same.

i am sorry, ku takkan love you lagi.

2009-12-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

HAHAH unglam.

wah marcus just gave me encouragement for next year.
CAN YOU BELIEVE MARCUS PHUA ZHENG YEN GORILLAMOZILLA WOULD DO THAT?
hahaha was shocked but touched ayay.
at least he cared NOT LIKE HAFIZ MANNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
hahahaha bitch lar kau ironic that you meant something the first time
and didnt during the next five days. no dont bother apologizing, im gonna forget it sooner or later.
and thanks norma for the tip.

aiya im burning hot right now man plus i cant find my thermometer.
at least i got medication from the clinic this morning. teehee
but i gave my mc to my other teacher, dont bother knowing what class it is,
so i'll let my auntie/brother write a letter for guides. no i didnt pon for no reason lorrrrrr.
but i forgot to bring the medicine to sentosa HAHAHA PANDAI KAN.

sentosa trip was just now, and i was feeling giddy the whole day
ESP DURING OUR EXPEDITION ON THE SHAKY WOBBLY SUSPENDED BRIDGE.
but wtv i still played the games cause i couldnt resist the fun HAHA POWER.
and though the sun was heating our asses off, i didnt get sunburned ayay
but srsly it was like hottttt (but wasnt the hottest i've ever experienced heh)
shall update next time cause my back is literally killing me.
and nailymilly will be uploading the pictures on my facebook soon.

SO CHECK IT OUT OI OI OI OI BP WHERE'S THE HEAT shut up lar.

oh and saf and fahmi, didnt you guys not regret going with us to the bridge/viewing platform?

HAHAHAH WINKWINK AWWWWW LAR.

and at sentosa, two ladies were sun tanning for so long finally went into the water,
and one of them said 'eh aku nak kentut' HAHA GAY LAR LOL K BYE.

he said she said.

2009-12-13T01:47:00.000-08:00

outing was great HAHAHA. but maybe the attendance was a little pathetic but we still had fun.
PLUS EVERYONE LOOKS SO MATURE i swore i couldnt recognize some, esp the guys.
and i didnt know guys play murderer :/ but wtv.
lovelove the captain ball telematch we had in the aircon room where the ball would create an awesomely awesome boomz sound when bounced.
but still i was one of the shortest there tsktsk ok i WAS the shortest AIYAAAA.
the guys seriously like shot up dammit.
almost everytime they would be talking in chinese but could understand somehow,
thanks to ccm WOW I JUST THANKED CCM WEIRD MUCH?
everyone was like commenting on hair all that, mostly cause when i was in primary school
i had long hair I MEAN REALLY LONG HAIR THAT WAS OVER MY BUTT
that i used to braid everyday to school. and the braid was thick and i could swing it to anyone
who i wanted to irritate or vice versa. HAHA GEREK?
but wtv i hated despised and loathed it alot till i begged my parents to let me have a haircut.

and now im having muscle aches plus fever sore throat. aches were from
jumping like a monkey yesterday. fever since the last guides meeting aiya.
but wtv i will survive i will not die blablabla i forgot the rest of the lyrics alrd LOL.

anyway pictures will be uploaded when i get it from yinkiu or amanda hee.
off to cook up something to eat while watching twilight, pink panther2 and what happens in vegas
later. HAHA MOVIE MARATHON :D
i keep laughing at what happens in vegas which novell and mariana and i wanted to watch tgt dulu
but ended up watching made of honour HAHAHAHAHA.
then they started throwing handfuls of popcorn at each other in the cinema.
WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO BUGIS FOR THAT HAHAHAHA WTF LAR KRG.

im gonna try to make it without you.

2009-12-11T05:23:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA take that linda :D

k tired like hell cause i slept for a few hours only plus i havent had a proper meal.
plus i've been in school pretty much the whole day.
and i shall attempt to finish one heymath test todayyyyy.

YAY MUST MOTIVATE SELF.
so i'll get to enjoy tmr without worrying about homework that much.
on the other hand, sara amira has gone off like 3hours ago ):
and farhanny just came back.
and saf going to i dont know where in a few days time,
so do the band people.
OH AND I JUST CAME BACK FROM SCHOOL.
pffffffft, let's rot away some more.

change.

2009-12-10T03:47:00.000-08:00

aida missing btw. takpe mr ezra ganti NYAHAHAHAHA.

gosh i cant imagine next year, when the term starts. and classmates change. the best news is that nobody in 202 is going to be in my class next year. macam awkward ar, i guess i've been depending on 202 alot. and joyahs :/ not really anticipating for the term, but i have no choice right. seniors kept telling me not to pick classes according to friends, i have to make more friends anyway. but i never expected it to be like this, no? k wtv lar eh.

anyways 6H outing's confirmed :D HAHAHAHA at least i'll get to meet my ex-classmates who i used to mingle around with alot. ok maybe not much, considering the fact that i was very quiet in primary school. HAHAHA HARD TO BELIEVE? no, i wasnt the jumping or screaming type eek.

and i've been really bored at home. and reading the demonata series again. but sad was i to say the furthest i've read is book five mostly cause i cant find the other four books aiya. but really ITS A MUST READ BOOK :D even zahin agrees i bet. no, its not a hopeless typical drama storyline like Jill Mansell's but more to suspenseful gore stuff WOOOOOO. and its part of the reason why i slept so late last night hehehehe.

but wtv, i should stop for awhile right. oh and I MUST STRIVE AND FINISH AT LEAST ONE COMPO and one maths exercise before i go to bed. k best today got project runway KEKEKE.

and i've been humoring myself with THIS HAHAHAH EPIC.

OH AND HAVE A SAFE TRIP SARA AMIRA BINTE MUHAMMAD JAI. i am so freaking jealous cause i never even set foot in korea tsktsk. love ya!

watch out for heartbreakers.

2009-12-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

was browsing through old photos and found some hahahaha memories lar katekan. i think it was the bahas 4pm day. and we singgah novell's auntie's house or in other words diko's house NYAHAHAAH cause very malas to go home. so yeah,

HENDRY! fana predicted he will be a gay when he grows up.
EH SO MEAN.

mesmerized yet?

"aku suke ambik gambar orang tgh makan" HEHEHE.

HAHAHA macam pedophile gitu eeyer.

HAHAHAHAHAA :D

nak kenal-kenal?maut punyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!i bet some guys' mouths are watering from
looking at twisties.
*winks at nenas.kite bawa joy punyaaaa.and finally got back to sch and onto the bus which took us to the studio.
HAHAHAHAHAA at azra at the back.
k shut up lar.

anyways was awakened today by two msgs which were the same thing.
YAY SENTOSA OUTING :D YAY SEC THREES!
nyahahaha and seriously, i havent been to sentosa since i was like p4?
HAHAHAHHA LAUGH LAR LAUGH. deprived childhood lar walao.
but joyahs outing before sara's trip to korea WAH JEALOUS LEHHHHHH probably tak menjadi
cause sara herself cant make herself available.
but what to do? the sky is blue HAVE A SAFE TRIP YAH MY FRIEND!

and im veryveryveryveryveryvery excited for my p6 class bbq.
i think i was in 6H? HAHAHAHA I CANT EVEN REMEMBER.
but im gonna be the only malay there since dalia and syasyah DONT LAUGH EH SARAFANA
wont be free hahaha nvm used to it alrd ):

but outing with sec 4 seniors what telah happen like seriously? its alrd the 7th and nobody
confirmed the outing even. MUST MAKE IT WORK YAH.

ohwhatthemeatballs there's a cat screeching somewhere. omfgomfg.
plus i'd just been shocked out of my skin when the door of the room im in slammed shut.
HAHAHAH GOOSEBUMPS NO? no lar, was all because of the strong winddddd.
somehow i wasnt freaked out or anything hahahaha yay GIRL POWERRRRRRRR.
and a few minutes ago i heard like someone jingling the keys and opening the door
padahal takde orang.

HAHAHAHA this will leave a reminder for those who are planning to go to my house for hari raya tahun depan HAHAHA.

im planning to go to the library to borrow more of Jill Mansell's books but im just too lazy.
OH and the bookshop lady didnt check my booklist thoroughly and forgot my hist and ss books.
AIYA BARU PLAN NAK READ AHEAD DAMMIT LAR.

disappointment.

2009-12-06T03:45:00.000-08:00

ni olang mabok punyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

ketuk kempiangpiangpiangpiangirl.

aiyoyoyoyoyyoyoyoy.

ni olang pulak pujuk olang lain lebangkan lambut AIYA tu pasal kembang.

yay olang.

talian gang. can imagine mariana and novell there? HAHA NO WAY.

anyways gamelan performance was yesterday.
although we didnt screw up AYAY THANKFULLY, but
didnt get to play the song that we rehearsed for many weeks alrd.
ok we played for a few days aje BUT STILL
i wanted badddddddly to play both songs.
cause the only song we got to play was udan(g) mas
that involved kenong playing 2 for the whole song. HAH PATHETIC.
AIYAYAYAY WHAT HAPPEN? patah hati lehhhhhhhhh.

plus there was one nazak dragonfly that was flat on the ground
but gradually made its way towards me.
HAHAHAHA macam ambush gitu.
but yeah thanks to hafiz and norman and whoever who pushed it away.

oh ya, linda has a problem with my facial features HAHAHAHA.
condemn my tiny nose and lips and eyelids.
AIYOYO mentang-mentang senior bully me ar.

but wtv khalid said i looked like a sec three HAHAHAHAA AYAY.
i think he was being sarcastic or whatnot :D

anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
though youre not in the country right now,
you know i love you right? awwwww.
and when you get back, i'll hug you
and beg for a new phone as soon as possible.
HAHAHAHAHA NO LAR KIDDING.

but when i think of it, my phone,
as useless as it may seem to some,
is the phone filled with memories AWW AHAHHAAH.
for a period of time i couldnt msg and didnt send for repair,
it repaired itself in two weeks time.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA POWER.
but it wouldnt hurt to get a new phone LOL alar diam lar.

anyways brada's working his ass off as a kendarat today.
HAHAHAHAAH shall laugh when he gets back.
orang kahwin sibuk cuci pinggan,
rumah sendiri tak larat nak cuci, huh brada?
ALAMAKKKKKKKK HOW IRONIC.

OH YA watched new moon yesterday with friends.
nine of us conquered the whole row HAHAHA GEREK.
but they were very bingit lar like seriously.
and the girls couldnt keep quiet esp when jacob took off his shirt.
ALAMAK was i the only one who didnt talk during the whole movie? YES.
i didnt even accept any food from them LOL
ni baru concentrate WOOOOOW.
but personally i think the movie's a little boring.
i mean ok lar sweet but action? no.
plus i cannot angkat to see the main characters with no emotion.
I MEAN WHAT THE HELL?
hahahaha patah hati betul yah.

and when the movie ended, i went to see the zombieland poster.
AND SAD WAS I TO SEE AN M18 TRIANGLE
HURTFULLY DELIBERATELY PASTED.
wanted to see it so badly ):
but on the plus side, tooth fairy and the vampire's assistant should be PG.
yes finally darren shan made a movie out of the book series he'd written,
but why wasnt it the demonata series?
i mean they have it in America ):

i have alot of comments, dont i? LOL.

without a doubt.

2009-12-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH i met this girl in the morning
and we ran in slow motion tgt and hugged and spun around
macam hindustan gitu HAHAHHA
BUT REALLY I MISSED HER.

YAYAY watching new moon tmr HAHAHAHHAHA.
impromptu plan like seriously but im grateful LOL.
k im not a total fanatic but i've had enough of people bragging about
the latest movie they watched hahhaah
affect my ego onlyyyyyyyyy.

and gamelan performance tmr
HAHAHA somehow i think we're gonna screw up k wtv
LOL hope not ar.
ULALA my baju kurung washing now.
AHHAHAH sejak hari raya haji sia belum cuci hahaha eww.
name aje perempuan alar diam lar i dont care what you think whee.
but wtv ignore what i said GOOD LUCK PEOPLE :D

ooh danriz and my brother are at my house searching fr a torchlight.
confirm balik lambat again HAHAHA
and my brother's telling his friends he cooked our dinner hhaha
take credit aje.
OH AND THEY PLAY GUITAR MACAM SUMBANG AJE.
hahahahha no lar kidding at least they more pro than my brother lalala.

and lady gaga's huge eyes in bad romance are freaky.

and that's the way.

2009-12-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

EH this episode got the guy Syed Ali or something that
we interviewed dulu at the shisha shop HOWEVER IT'S SPELT.
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA right sara and farhanny?

i have nothing to do and spent like three hours watching MunahHirzi's dares.
HAHAHAHA thanks syahiran!
funny lar cannot angkat. but i prefer the previous dares.
i want to joinnnnnnn HAHAHAH.

gosh i feel so tired right now.
NUR FARHANAH YOUR FREAKING BOTTLE WITH ME.
nvm lar guess you dont want to talk to me right now.
TAKPE continue talking to your pakwe HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

let's see if this what if could be.

2009-12-01T02:28:00.000-08:00

oh and one more thing, i obviously didnt get a successful appeal.
but its ok its alright, i really dont care now HAHAHA.
i dont know but maybe its a blessing in disguise?
HAHAHA MACAM PAHAM but yeah if i really cant get what i initially wanted,
then its ok i'll just work hard in whatever stream im in :D
who knows i'll score better grades later? heheh.
k enough pep talk.

the problem now is i have not a slightest clue on what sciences im taking.
HAHAHAHAH someone enlighten me please?
cause peacock probably was too busy to post out the subjects we're taking AIYA.

and anyways have been skinning and corroding my skin with detergent
HAHAHAH NO LAR since i had a day to do all the chores -____-
and i learnt that my brother is a sloth with tummy yang berlipat if you know what i mean.
aiya lazy like hell lar seriously. and this is so ironic compared to the previous post
abt him taking care of me.

but cheers to my auntie fr volunteering to buy my sch stuff this weekend.

see any resemblance to me? LOL NO RIGHTTTTTT.
adik beradik selenge k thanks gotproblemwiththat?
k wtv yang red ranger squating down behind,
yeah THATS MY AUNTIE :D

AND OH SHIT I FORGOT TO DO THE REFLECTIONS AND ARTICLE.

let's sway to mcfly.

2009-11-30T02:09:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHHAHA SAFWANAH PHAIL.

i felt so cheated -_______________________-
cause A Christmas Carol turns out it wasnt 3D.
ALAR EVSGUGEOUGEOGEUFGOUKNSCBCBCB LARRRR.
was so semangat and so patah semangat in the end.
but nevertheless, tried to be optimistic. TRIED.
but still i was really down that it wasnt.
anyways, without 3D tsktsk was ok lar, a few shocking parts
and a lot of funny parts that werent supposed to be funny
but i laughed anyway LOL.
but i guess if it was 3D IT WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER.

left halfway through anyway.
cause farhanny had to leave.

bet on it.

2009-11-27T21:34:00.000-08:00

wonder why the body's headless?
cause raffles stole the head.

LOL, that's what they claimed and i became instantly disappointed/pissed off.
HAHAHAHAHHHA BUAT MALU LARRRR.
anyways, i miss pak sugar ttm wonder how he's been now.
and credits to cikgu azman for picture AS YOU CAN SEE FROM THE HUGE NAME THERE.
besar takleh angs yknow ahahhahaah.

anyway, its one day late but selamat aidiladha to everyone :D:D:D

brother's at home today watching the back to back episodes of ben ten
aiya deprived childhood sia.
and probably going to johor tomorrow
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THIS YEAR SERIOUSLY WTF KAN.
with 14 other cars WOOOOOW NOT BAD HUH.
and my cousin said he watched new moon in theatres alrd?
was ugagalagauaayatahatsgshahatsg got meh?

and there's a cat which is like loitering at the corridor somewhere near my front door
meowing like there's no tomorrow.
and it comes only during certain timings.
thats the freaky part lar, cause it comes during maghrib/3am/4am.
like wtf hahahhahahaah freaked out lar like seriously.
i've never seen it, but one time my brother saw it on the doorstep.
then he ran back inside cause he was very shocked HAHHAHAHA.
and now i bet nobody wants to sleepover when they read this?
k wtv not making it up though.

anywho thats a weirdo up there sucking and peeing at the same time with pants on.
that sucker up there is taking good care of me.
i love that lunatic.

hellogoodbye.

2009-11-25T03:54:00.000-08:00

pssst, i told you this would be uploaded AHAHAHHAHAHA.

and i learnt today that i shouldn't spin around that much.
gosh, trauma like hell.

here.

2009-11-24T04:30:00.000-08:00

oh and happy advance birthday to azlinda dolphin!
hahahah, finally 15 eh?

even classmates are bored now.

Thas Shaezael: sya la
Jiawei: ronaldinho?
Thas Shaezael: its dinho
Jiawei: i thought today got ac milan match?
Thas Shaezael: lol she pon
Syagila Bites: -_______-
Jiawei: lol

LOL no life sia.
and there's still a huge chunk of the convo -_____-

been watching some epic failure compilations at youtube.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH WTF SIA.
and now basically nothing to do.
been planning to watch 2012 but no time ):
probably tmr NYAHAHHA :D

oh and sejak bile my nickname jadi sya? LOL.

whispers hello, i miss you quite terribly.

i'll remember you.

2009-11-23T01:26:00.000-08:00

at least things are okay now.
i realised after their call, im alright all better.
yayayay :D

and i miss BPTK LOL.
relieving the moments by wearing the shirt.

gamelan tmr, and honestly, im very malas to go.
but farhanny forced lol, k nvm.
and somehow, the i'll remember you song by No Secrets is stuck in my head.
HAHHAHAHAHHA ni ar the talentime thing
those four pri sch kids sang.

oh can you believe my brother dah book tickets to the premiere of new moon?
WTFWTFWTFWTF sakit hati yknow.
and on the other hand im gonna join bpian idol next year
singing Taylor Swift's monologue song HAHAHHAHA TOO CUTE.
nah kiddinggggggggg.

but i dont wanna go there anymore.

2009-11-21T04:24:00.000-08:00

nowadays,
i just experience that distinct hollow feeling in my chest.
like something's missing.
im not trying to be emo or whatever, but thats what i feel no kidding.
and now im very sakit hati after looking at someone's blog.
LOL im still human i get jealous, hello.
k whatever.

so tadi had west division day.
and i swear i was super tired/sleepy/hungry/dehydrated like hell no idea why.
but still we managed to pull through the totally not planned properly event
WITH NO LUNCH we managed to get 1st place for the games NYAHAHAHAH.
talentime managed to get i think 1st runner up WAH NOT BAD AR UNFAITHFUL GANG.
the rest, i have no idea heh sorry.

and i researched about the filipino song that halidah was singing the whole day.
HAHAHAH turns out it was Bebot by BEP.
SO SLOW AHAHAHHA SORRY.

ever felt like crying without a reason? yeah you're not alone.
anyway, the lethargy is slowly catching up with me.
for the whole week i had to go to school, except for yesterday.
and tmr's the DPH walkathon hahaha im not going lalala.

oh and i have to stop the habit of putting HAHAHA or LOL into every msg.

probably, all i have to do is be strong now.

i'll miss so many.

2009-11-18T03:52:00.000-08:00

SEE THE MUD! hahaha, was so fun acting like deprived kids.

anyway, parents are off like 7hours ago.
and i'll pray for their well-being.
and thanks friend for the advice early in the morning (: heh COOKIE MONSTER.
sorry had the urge to say it.

anyways campfire's tomorrow.
MUST COME TAU whoever that was invited LOLOL.
and i have to start memorising the cheers like nownownow.

and im gonna miss the fuchun primary kids like seriously,
though i bore a grudge with some of them,
THEY HUGGED ME YOU KNOW. SO FRIGGIN TOUCHED LARRRRRR.
too cute. gonna miss Khairunnas, Adha and Syahirah the most.
oh and adha is going to grow up into a hot guy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and he's a potential mat that scores A1 in mt. I WAS LIKE WOW.
OH AND ZUL LOOKS LIKE HAQIM AHAHAHA his eyes super vibrant.
khairunnas, despite his ability to increase my blood pressure,
he was the one that hugged me first AWWW. gonna miss that nenas. LOL.
but i said i love you to them all, HAHAHA THEN THEY REPLIED THE SAME (:

absence makes the heart grow fonder; yeah.

2009-11-17T02:28:00.000-08:00

siying, i have an idea for the drama HAHAHHAHA.

when i reached home today, it finally occured to me that
tomorrow will be the day my parents will be leaving for 37days straight.
the day they've been waiting for for like their whole lives.
and im happy for them, really, but i'll miss them alot.
sometimes maybe i accidentally said they were unfair etc,
and i swear i dont mean it.
but i mean it when i say i love them.
i should say that to them directly, not like this NYAHAHHAA. later lar.

i hate these few days, too emotional.
we'll pull through, in the end, im sure.

grandmas gonna stay here for the next few days.
its gonna be awkward. LOL.
but im sorry for not attending the guides rehearsal/ literature drama/ gamelan tmr.
YEAH LOOK AT THAT, SO PACKED.
but i'll be able to go to fuchun heh, afternoon what.

and please cheer up hannan(: life goes on, be strong.

trivial stuff.

2009-11-16T17:51:00.000-08:00

a new day, and im happy to say after a good night's rest, im all better.
and i promise myself i wouldnt cry anymore.
though im begging others not to send anymore sympathy msgs or wtv you call it.
plus, i realised i should be thankful for the results,
cause now i can see who are the ones that are always there for me(:
and the one person that i always thought would be there wasnt.
so yeah, those mourning 5 months are officially over.
plus the results now motivate me to study harder than ever.

and thanks to mariana's call especially, im all better.

HAHAHAHHAHA YOU SEE HOW FAST MY MOODSWINGS ARE?
well, im late for lit rehearsals now, and i can still blog LOL

total failure, worst nightmare.

2009-11-16T05:09:00.000-08:00

i should stop crying, i should stop beating myself up just because of a stupid news.
yeah i was so having fun today but ended up crying bucketful of tears.
but its kind of obvious that i'll end up in comb science.
YES IM IN COMBINED SCIENCE and no, im not proud of it. LIKE DUH.
the whole sec two cohort knows it so i wont be ashamed to put this up on my blog.
its like every person's worst nightmare to end up in comb sci right?
and im in 202 for heaven's sake. and those who got a lower level position got pure sci.
see how pathetic i am right now?
i feel so pathetic, i feel so left out dammit.

but yeah thanks to mariana, novell, hafiz, norman, fadhli, farhanah and my mum
for attempting to cheer me up(: i love you guys loads.

2009-11-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

on a lighter note. LET ME BE THE ONE TO GIVE YOU NIGHTMARES(:

heh, goodnight sucker.

start anew alright,

2009-11-15T05:55:00.000-08:00

im sorry friend for any wrongdoings alright(:
i was stupid to have overeacted that way yesterday.
and you were dumb to back out from the outing you know.
DONT DO THAT EVER AGAIN JUST BECAUSE OF ME(:
yeah i was selfish to think of myself only, and not caring about the guilt building up in you.
so im sorry.
in the end, i hope you'll forgive me, and of course i'll forgive you.

like i said this is not worth throwing something i hold near and dear you know.

i'll just be right back on track.

2009-11-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

back from yogyakarta :D

and i'm missing it right now.
see those green and red skirts up there?
yeah, thats the bestest bunch.
so go right up and scrutinize our unglam faces and see how much fun we had.
the whole trip was fun like hell TTM.
except for the fact that there wasnt really a real shopping time, unlike Bali.
and screw the fact that my camera was spoilt right after the first day.
YEAH I WAS SO FRIGGING PISSED OFF.
cause we were going Borobudur, yeah one of the Seven wonders of the world thing,
on the third day and i swore to take lots of pictures till my ugly fingers were sore.

but yeah things dont always go the way you planned.

plus for the past few nights, i've been eating cup noodles on bed
and im gonna get sick of it real soon NOJOKE.
but i've never once regretted going.
cause it was hell fun, esp the going to the padi field thing.
where we got to play in the mud like some deprived kids,
that got chased by a cow which was rounding in the mud YEAH NO KIDDING.
and finally washing up in the sungai.
oh and going to SMP5, NO NOT SPM HAHAHA, and meeting the jogja kids.

yeap, them up there were our buddies. and they enjoyed my souvenir :D

what amazes me is that we had to wake up this morning with only about two half hours of sleep only, and right now im still surviving with my eyes open.
(ok maybe just barely opening but STILL.)

oh and pictures will be uploaded soon.
as in the pictures from the first day since my camera breakdown
I HATE YOU CAMERA ):

PAK SUGAR DADDY SAID HE LOVED US TADI LIKE AWWWWWW.
i'll miss him to the max like seriously.

cause you know i'll miss her too.

2009-11-09T02:24:00.000-08:00

and that's enping, my best buddy in primary school.
and shut the hell up novell ok? nobody cares about what you have to say about her name.

who doesnt love cheese?

oh and when i scooped my first slice of pizza, it fell onto the table -.-
LOL USELESS LAR.

after shopping and stuffs, went back to her house heh. thats her maid up there who still recognises me AYAY.

enping owns a dog (poster) too.

and a real live cute hamster that attempted to bite my camera lens off.

and Lucky, her parrot that once flew on my back.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH EPIC, since then i was afraid to touch it.

thanks for today dear enping(:

bad news is, she's still taller than me by a tiny bit. hehehe, you have no idea how much i missed her woo. she could at least stare at our photos while im gone HEHEHE.

for those uninformed,
im off to yogyakarta for the next five days WHEE.

on a lighter note, i havent packed my bags yet
or done the yogya research
or the souvenir so tonight's gonna be packed hee.
ok, it isnt a lighter note, but you get it.

watch over me.

rolls eyes.

2009-11-06T03:18:00.001-08:00

sometimes i feel like just screaming out
when life gives me lemons.

turns out my parents' flight is delayed till the 18th.
i think i shall bake cupcakes or cookie cake on the day before.

oh and sara, you owe me cupcakes NYAHAHAHAHHAHA.
breakfast for the jogja trip ok THANKSBYE.

you leave me breathless, my dearest.

2009-11-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

well, i think i should go and download lagu breathless YES THE VERY OLD SONG
so that when theres another blackout,
I'LL BE PREPARED TO ON MY MEDIA PLAYER TO SING IN THE DARK.
just like in Bali, no?

ahahhaah no lar, novotel will be more class than the bali hotel I FORGOT THE NAME AIYA.
to badddddd NOVELL wont be there ahahahah CHOCHOOO.

let's get down.

2009-11-05T03:34:00.000-08:00

and right after the previous post,

cikgu marlina texted me saying that

me, sara and fana are sharing a room.

AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

YAY MY ASSHOLES.

OMFG THIS IS SO GEREK :D

who's up for a pillowfight again?
ahahahhaha, you guys know what the consequences are if you lose :D
omfg I LOVE CIKGU MARLINA AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

and i'll pretend to not know.

2009-11-05T03:03:00.001-08:00

we slapped on plenty of powder to look as fair as that.
NAH, WE ARE FAIR. NAH KIDDING.

where's cikgu marlina? she said she would call about the roomate thing.
WAH I DONT WANT TO SLEEP WITH TANJUNG KATONG.
sounds so wrong i know kekekekek.
i dont want to have a blackout on the first night again AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
could just imagine fana screaming and throwing her butt onto one of the tk girl.
k whatever.

very superduperly excited for the trip HEHEHE.
cause im rotting away at home, refusing to do homework right now.
and there's a 6H bpps gathering on the 12th of dec WAH SO LONG.

oh, and thank you sara amira asshole for letting me
use your cute lappie (SIALAH ACT CUTE EWW.) to do the streaming thing.
i wouldve rolled on the floor crying and wondering whats my class next year,
if you hadnt offered.
THANK YOU BITCH! i wanted to buy you a chocolate flavour burst but,
since you were late, and you owe me one, SO WE'RE EQUAL.

was so the very paiseh and heartwrenching tadi.
but nevermind the past is the past (:

im craving for nuggets.

2009-11-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

right now, muscle aches are simply gone AYAY!
but runny nose and sore throat is back.
oh and im seriously dizzy right now, and im seeing yellow random streaks wherever.
but im still online LOL.

currently saving money to buy my own camera.
considering i dont want to burden my parents cause they'll be using like
tons of money during these two months.
GOGO :D

oh and you know what?
last night i dreamt that me and my family were somewhere foreign.
considering i remember seeing some elephants roaming around,
maybe india?
ok whatever, and so i found CORN SYRUP HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
obviously i was really on cloud nine.
but packaging was really weird though,
oh and i smuggled a pirated Twilight cd?
AHHAHHAHAHAHH TAKDE CONNECTION.

yeah then i woke up :/
im seriously wondering where to get corn syrup,
besides india. LOL.
ok seriously whatever.

anyone?

2009-11-01T00:56:00.000-07:00

and now, im breathing heavily after watching the new moon trailer.
LOL. got to catch it :D
but in my opinion, bella is super unfeeling.

omfg, KELAKAR LIKE HELL.
i want to meet that guy in yellow he rock sock \m/
and i failed to laugh quietly.
old video, i know. but it never fails to make my day.
YOU GO DOUG!

one way street.

2009-10-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

i've had stupid muscle aches since the floorball matches.
and a bloody sore throat to match.
so yeah, it's been a great time for me,
especially during guides yesterday, had to run
plus i was shivering half the time despite the scorching sun.
yeah, a very nice time, or in other words traumatising.

k forget about that.

i've been anticipating for the Jogja trip on the 10th.
BRIEFING ON THE 4TH PUN EXCITED \m/
k let me lay the plan out for november.

4th JOGJA BRIEFING.
7th guides g7 preparation.
8th madrasah exam -.-
10th-13th JOGJA TRIP.
16th parents taking off.
19th g7 campfire.
22nd west division day.

thats as far as i can remember.
so yeah, after the 16th me and my brother would have the house to ourselves.
for one whole month plusplus.
(besides occasional visits from relatives.)
it's like a dream come true and my worst nightmare at the same time.
wish me all the best so i'll survive during that period.

december is like as busy as this month.
so i wont get to like work urgh.
but next year i have a tutoring job LOL.

and i still cant believe next year we're gonna be sec three.
its like bloody fast seriously.
plus im gonna miss 02 a hell lot.
though all the shit we conjured up, i'll still miss you guys.
as in, being together as a class.

all that's well ends bad.

2009-10-28T03:53:00.000-07:00

gagagaga, floorball was fun.
LOL. the matches only ar.
but should have chosen other sports, but still, cannot change.
what's the point of dragging in on, me dear friend?

result slips were ok, unsatisfactory LIKE OBVIOUSLY.
at least tak masuk 200+ range. and that was very membahagiakan.
basically, result slip was personally very nice to look at.
until you roll your eyes to the maths and science grades.
let's just say, it was an eyesore and i could've done better. a hell lot better.

AND I PROMISE TO WORK HARDER DURING SEC THREE (:

and tomorrow will be the cross cultural programme.
SO LET'S PLAY ZERO POINT!
and five stones, hopscotch whatever. LOL
game masters will have to demonstrate, and honestly,
im not looking forward to jumping and tripping on the rubber band.
but nevermind, i shall try my best to jump as high as the hip level.
and thats all, i suck at high jump.

shit, cannot angkat.

2009-10-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

omfg, does this ring a bell, sara?

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH cannot stop.
just like etp eh? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I. CANT. BREATHE.

and here's another video requested by farhanny.

yeah, shingz is the opposite of boomz man!
that is so shingz.

sucker.

2009-10-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

yo im updating.

and im seriously frustrated. no, not even frustrated covers what the hell im feeling.
cause basically im just really confused. not to mention unhappy
with certain stuff. but im happy to see how im coping.
im happy to see the way some stuff just turning out right but
unhappy to see all of that stuff.

and now, im lost for words.
cause i have no idea what the bloody hell im saying right.

Ned Nott was shot and Sam Shott was not. So it was better to be Shott than Nott. Some say Nott was not shot. But Shott says he shot Nott. Either the shot Shott shot at Nott was not shot, or Nott was shot. If the shot Shott shot shot Nott, Nott was shot. But if the shot Shott shot shot Shott, then Shott was shot, not Nott. However, the shot Shott shot shot not Shott, but Nott.

get the story?

i actually found joy in saying the tongue twister.

this post was requested by fadhli.
take tht.

and i missed some chat during the search.

2009-10-20T05:01:00.000-07:00

i've been looking for corn syrup since just now.
AND WHY THE HELL DOESNT ANYONE KNOW WHATS CORN SYRUP?

uncle, where's the corn syrup?
*points at chocolate syrup area*

auntie, where's the corn syrup?
*points to the CORN IN THE TIN*

like wtf man.
my cookie plan's ruined.

say it again \m/

i'll be at the top, watching you fall.

2009-10-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

as days go by, i feel like deleting my blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway, gamelan performance pictures are up in facebook.
or with nur 'the babu' farhanah.

oh and,
happy birthday dearest mum :D
love you!

so yesterday we were watching project hope together.
my father was like
'they should sing lagu 'WHEN THE EARTH MOVE UNDER MY FEET'
kan macam earthquake gitu'

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

and i need senior advice on which sub combination i should take.
LOL, the talk with gamelan seniors that day was helpful though.
tapi i still want physics LOL though i suck.
im scared #@*&#*%@(&@.

on the bright side, my neighbour offered me a job!
AHHAHAHAHAHAH alar, setakat tolong manage kedai dier aje. LOL.

i probably would just pretend.

2009-10-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

excessive use of eyeliners is causing me to look like
i havent slept for days.
plus the hairspray was very takleh harap cause of the
white specks of the solidified spray.
and sara, your mascara is very boomz,
long lasting, SOD IT.
oh and i am so noob with all this stuff.

AND NOT TO MENTION our performance was very redundant.
like the bunga on our ears.
but nonetheless, we did well. right assers?

hahaha, pictures will be uploaded soon.

then forget about me.

2009-10-14T02:10:00.000-07:00

one more paper. LOL.
but i really dont care about history. esp if dm ajar.
he always teach how to answer questions, but never ajar the topic itself.
FUNNY HUH.

in summary, i screwed up eoy.
just like how i've screwed any other paper in my entire life.
and everyone's bragging about how easy physics was.
and here i am feeling dumb, and small.
emphasize on the SMALL.
DAH LAR TAWAKAL AJE LAR. T.T
boo, sec three next year. seniors will be gone and missed.
i want to take physics but dah result gini.

i should take it easy eh?
LOL even some people commented on my tense-ness.
ENGLISH PHAIL AR SORRY.

and hannan kept singing TEN MILLION FIREFLIES.
hahahahahah from scremo to that.
hahhahahaha.

and so, i shall start watching addictive stuffs like korean dramas again,
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH, K GOOD LUCK.

butayaro. HAH.

2009-10-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

wah, fana i miss your long hair.

anyway, might be a little late but,
good luck for end of year.

lit paper screwed :s
SUGGOKU BAKABAKASHII!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg, so meannnnnnn >:o
tapi tak boleh angkat the steel part.
AHHAHAHAHHAHAH CONFIDENT SIA.
you know, like BOOMZ.

AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA LAST PART KELAKAR.
AHHAHA GAYYYYYYY.

with a little more.

2009-10-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

so i've noticed i always have a picture post nowadays.
and some might find it irritating.

well, bad luck, here's another one.

nevermind, second's still good.first ladies.AHAHAHHAHAHAH, asal fana nak ambik gambar, everytime, there's someone blocking.take one, i know fana loves this candid. AIYA!take two, and i love this candid of sara.
SHOULD MAKE THIS THE SARA'S CLUB MAIN PICTURE.take three, successful.jill mansell's books are nice \m/mariana's foot came at the correct timing.
OH AND GET WELL SOON ZHECHING!
ouch, cant imagine the pain when your fingernails crack.trophy ciplak lar. LOL. but still, it was my first in bp.

copycat^

so yeah, we shall beat you guys in floorball next time.
if there is a next time.
oh gosh, next year separated :/
be strongggggggg :B

so tmr we'll be receiving our lit fest prize.
itu pun director aje naik stage. AIYA.
kalau whole crew naik kan best sikit. LOL
EH SARA?

oh and sry for laughing at your primary school stuff.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA TOO CUTE.
seriously, kesian ar kau. LOL.

I SHOULD NOT BE ONLINE LAR DAMMIT.

bestest raya.

2009-10-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

sara was talking? LOL.

LOL, again.

i felt like pinching those cheeks.

saf looks gentler like this \m/

isnt it weird to see her my height? HAHAHAH.

was imitating pineapple, AGAIN.

signature; I LOVE YOU!

bright and early we started off alrd.

she said it was okay to post this so; TAKE THAT!

fuad fadhli zuharry missing.

sorry fana for causing that tortured face by sitting on your lap :D

SARA PINCH, HIDUNG KEMBANG! AHAHHAHHAHAHAHA CUTE.

so cute eh the songkets.

novell macam mak-mak. LOL K KIDDING.

fana looks drunk.

dont be fooled by her innocent face. LOL.

i wanna, wanna be a vasantham star.

wah not bad.

fadhli's palms are horrifyingly HUGE.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA FUAD GAY LAR.

wah farhanny chill ar LOL.

even novell's mum wonders why does mariana love to do stupid mouth positions.

mariana looks so mature with her new rebonded hair. LOL.
STOP SAYING LOL LAR.

project runwayyyyy!

ahahahah, norman's jambul made him look tall.

fana enter frame.

kena squash tgt AWWWW.

if it wasnt blur im sure that SOMEONE will put it as a wallpaper.

WAH NI BEST.

fuad has that evil look, and mustaqim step sumo wrestler. HHAHAHAHAHA.

yes?

this guy, every house go kebas the potato chips. LOL BUAT MACAM RUMAH SENDIRI LAR TU.

ahahahhahahaha, tak boleh angkat/drag.

sajak lar tu.

go green!

AWWWWWWWWWWWW CUTE NYER.

love this bitch.

i dont know why, but terminator comes to mind.

SARA SHOULD PUT THIS AS HER DP.

dark side.

'doesnt this look wrong to you?'

this girl, every house yang ada honey cornflakes, go kebas.

I LOVE YOU!

i need to grow taller.

AHAHHAHAHA FANA'S HORNY FACE.

hulk in the making.

ahahahah, sempat.

when all maturity goes down the drain.

wah seh, hhahaha.

even though the sky is falling down, MUST LOOK UP.

marissa best AHAHHAHAHAH :D

ketawa chill ar AHAHHAHA.

in the stinky lift.

mariana was tired of smiling.

hafiz's house.

MACAM SRAVANAAAAAAAAAAAA AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

wah not bad.

fadhli tripped when he saw this picture cause it was too shocking,

FARHANNY MUKER MAINTAIN \m/

biggest smile he could do. itu pun kene pakse.

'I AM NOT GAY'.

kirekan minta maaf.

I WAS BEGGING FR FORGIVENESS AND SHE LAUGHED.

AHHAHAHAHAHA farhanny tgh mintak maaf, and she did that face,

hannan was being very nice by suffering all the pain and shame just
to help mariana who was in pain.
AWWWW HANNAN YOU ROCK \m/

AHAHHAHAHAHHA TGK NORMAN.

peace.

marissa i love your house. LOL.

YOU SEE?

bad hair, i know.

i had to stuff my mouth with tomatoes eww.

AHHAHAHA muke fadhli macam cartoon character LOL.

dazzling smile eh? AHAHHAHAHA

ahahahaha, nak step jump over something. BUT HE FELL.
in the midst of all the laughter, FUAD FELL NEAR THE LONGKANG. AHAHAHAHAHHA
EPICCCCC PUNYAAAAAAAAAA!

so i asked hannan to reanact the scene. AHAHAHAHA.

ahahhahaha, jiwang.

bangga sungguh.

kirekan doremi. TENGOK RE!

muke semangat sia! LOL.

peranakan ladies?

they were doing what octopus thing?

see that?

AHHAHAHAHAHHA DEEN WAS STUCK IN A BABY COT.

ok to know whatever happened go to fana's blog :D
seriously short of time here.
K BYE.

cause i also dont know.

2009-09-18T08:13:00.001-07:00

dont ask me whats up with my blog song LOL.

wake me up when hari raya comes.

2009-09-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

AHHAHAHAHAHAH, sara was imitating edward frm Twilight,
and mariana as bella.
TENGOK HER KENING!

so lately, i've been clutching my stomach while thinking about sec three.
HAHAHA, belum sampai olevels dah gini.
and i realised how fast time goes by.
sekejap lagi dah sec three then sec four then poly/jc.
AIYA! must chionggggggg :D
at least the streaming talk motivated me to study more.

ps, for the past few days i've enjoyed recess alot more.
cause of volleyball, mostly.
me, sara and aida will spend hari raya with blueblacks on our hands!

and oral today was partly disasterous/partly satisfactory.
hmt, screwed. half of the time saying ERRR.
english, loved the conversation part :D

gamelan was alright,
soon we were playing with the broomsticks and dustpans while the others continued.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GELEK PUNYA OLANG!
and said selamat hari raya to almost everyone.
:D

selamat hari raya in advance.
see, i didnt miss you out.

nitty gritty TONG XUE.

2009-09-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, INI BEST :D
some long skirts fighting.

anyway, this week is like the worst, i guess.
i was late, dm mark me for history, latecoming now, streaming talk
literally scared me, and tmr's oral.
i need an experienced senior to advise me.
plus, im so bloody fcking pissed off with someone,

aiya, bye. spoil my mood only.
im just lucky to have a funny partner, cum husband. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH WTF LAR.
and great friends to distract me.

damn you kanye west.

2009-09-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

you rock, obama \m/!

do you know i hate kanye west right now?
hahaha, and taylor's really hurt.
srsly, she hasnt even tweeted since that episode.
LIKE WTFFFFFFFF.
ok maybe im being whatever, but she's my favourite singer lar.
AIYA, and she stood there crying, without knowing what to say.
damn you kanye >:o

and we know it's never simple never easy.
never a clean break
no one here to save me.
\m/

k nevermind, at least he apologized.
YAY TOMORROW GOT GUIDES.
BOO TOMORROW HISTORY TEST.
BOO MORE TOMORROW STREAMING TALK.
aiya, dammit.
demoralising sia,
but raya's just round the corner!

wheeeeeeeeee.

2009-09-16T06:55:00.000-07:00

ok so they were singing im yours by jason mraz.
hahaha, for fun :D
and sorry for the video being sideways,
and look out for the finale.
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH, i think you should know where it hit me.

marcus phua zheng yen, that bloody hurt,
you assholic gorilla.

and this guy right^ he took a picture of him, and me beside,
and he cropped the photo.
cause he said 'i want the photo to be me only.'
shiok sendiri pulak budak ni.

a miracle to get through today.

2009-09-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

wow, nothing went right today.
nothing, yes.

dm was a pain in the neck,
and the cause for my tremblings tadi and restlessness.
but i would like to thank aida, jiaqi, sinnee and zheching
for accompanying me to go meet my supposed doom.
and at home something just had to happen.

nevermind, i'll be strong still :D
i'll be optimistic for the coming exams and occasions.
and i'll try to be on my best behaviour for days to come.
besides, im not going to let minor stuff affect my everything,
but i gotta admit, i've no mood for hari raya.

but nevertheless, i shall be strong, like this guy (:
WE CAN DO IT!

wow, i love the background (:

wtf right.

2009-09-11T07:09:00.001-07:00

oh you know what?
after a whole day of doing physics yesterday,
i dreamt of ms kang pressuring me about physics
when i went to sleep.
HAHAHAHAH, WTF KAN?

my finger still hurts after basketball with safwanah and sara today :s

AIYAAAAAAAAAAA.

2009-09-11T05:20:00.000-07:00

this is bloody random, and its the sort of thing im going to do on monday.
:D

wow, my hair feels so thin. and it sucked when being tied up.
please if you see my hair like that in school,
dont approach me and shout WTF HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR? etcetc.
or more worse talk behind my back.
it's just that the hairdresser misunderstood my request so she just thinned my hair.
oleh kerana aku sedang berpuasa, diam jer lar.
ok, maybe im being paranoid or whatever,
but keep your comments to yourself please (:

k thank you veli much.

honestly, i think the gamelan collaboration with co piece is weird.
LOL, dont ask me why.
and the whole day, the radio was playing hari raya songs for the past few days.
ITU BARU BEST \m/ AHAHHAHAHA.

and why are people so obsessed with justin bieber?
lol, no offence but i think he's nothing special.

and it felt like puke.

2009-09-10T02:29:00.000-07:00

this ring a bell? LOL. my eyebrows look connected. HAHHAHAHA.

ok, so i was doing physics and i remembered faan EH SORRY FANA shouting OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! to call benjamin sukruth bharat ravi all that from the soccer field. all i could tell you was her veins was protruding out from her neck, her face turned slightly red and her fists were clenched.

yeah, so i got distracted for a bit. MS KANG WANTS TO KILL SEC TWOS.
anyway, there's an application in facebook called chinese fortune sticks which
basically answers any yes/no question.

Xin An asked: Do you have testicles?
the Chinese Fortune Stick said: Without a doubt.

Cedric asked: are you gay?
The Fortune Stick Said: Outlook good.

LOL, dasar budak takde kerje. ahahaha, and i found another app which lets you find out your brazilian name.

Fam just got their Brazilian Name!
Fam's Brazilian name is Fuckinho!

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, fyi its Fam Weiixen. literally laughed out loud. WTF i though blogger was crazy, but actually its cause i clicked on the wrong tab. AHAHAHHA for days i thought it was blogger's fault. ahaha cb lar.

when the light shines.

2009-09-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

i've always wanted to go to a masquerade.

and i find the masks super cool.

owe picture pay picture. get the picture?

2009-09-07T05:48:00.000-07:00

was super paiseh when we walked out. everyone was staring, yikes. and my kain kept falling.

WAH, the best picture :D

supporters+actors+slammers+debaters.
kirekan fan club sendiri.

dah menang smile ar.

mrs lim looks so bahagia. plus, bharat couldnt stop taking photos with the trophy. i didnt even have an individual photo with it -.-

wah, even sara dah terikut. TONGUES OUT. hahah, cb.

akashah/however you spell it.

see what i mean when i said they kept camwhoring with the trophy. OH RAVI JIWERRRR.

was fun. was rewarding. let's rub it into mariana's face. LOL tak lar bedek.
i dont want to perform it again though, urgh. i want to try to slam the poetry. LOL.

p.s thanks nur farhanah binte abdul rahman for lending me your umbro shirt at the last minute.
other photos are with fana :D

curtain call.

2009-09-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

wow, blogger's still kuku.
but still,

WE WON THIRD! MUAAHAHHAA, BANGGA GUAAAAAA.

i cant believe lit fest is over alrd.
and i still have those two mchicken kindly provided by the sch.
and wow, st andrews is hugeeeeee, just one shopping centre and i could actually live there.
but the girls' toilet didnt have a lock. WTF, MACAM NS.
and sara, shut up pasal the fact that i thought bharat obama actually slapped you.
i cant believe mr lee was there, even. ahaha, wah so honoured.
aft that i thought i could actually forget this,
but turns out we're gonna perform it again. AIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
k going geylang, BYEE.
pictures tmr, sorry elaine :D

mrs chiang: 'wah farhanny watch out ar. she's going to get low marks for daily work.'

AHAHHAHAHAHA, just cause she said liverpool sucked.
PADAHAL PADAHAL.

wah best!

2009-08-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

NOVELL, CIKGU FAVOURITE KAU DAH GILE.

AHAHAHHAHA, tak boleh angkat punye. see us laughing in the background!

AHAHAHHAha, cute sia.

AHAHAHHAHAHA, tangkap glamour.

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!

2009-08-31T02:09:00.000-07:00

ARYANTYYYYYYYYY!

enping, syazana, alien, MR TAYTAY!

they kept singing the syahirah jingle. LOL, two years and still going on.

AWWWWW, MISS HER LOADS. gratitude peace!

enping, glennys, amanda and michelle! woah, look at the different uniforms.

syaz, buruk, aryanty, sholihin(plus minus the 'h' LOL tak ingat.), haziq.

syazana, aryanty, sholihin, chiobu, haikal, haziq, zulfiqar(?) HAHHAA, si mat kentals satu geng masuk west spring(?)

nenek keropoks dgn ben sherman bag. LOL. kirekan canggih.

happy teachers' day! haha.
takde kene mengene, but still.

ok, blogger's still gone case, but this wouldn't dampen my spirits to update!
anyway, aces day was erm, no comments.
i was so sesat, cause i was a little blur.
but, mrs chiang. OMG SO SEMANGAT, AND SO KELAKAR!i swear, i couldn't do the workout properly cause i was laughing.
ONE TWO KICK!and i guess one guy terkick her?
LOLOLOLOLOL. and a thousand apologies to novell erysha fr kicking your arm a few times.
padahal, tak luka pun -__- he ask us to kick high, KICK AR ABEH.

and sorry fr the melted icing on the cupcakes. first time making.
SO A THOUSAND APOLOGIES TO YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU.
and thanks fr the cookies nur farhanah! and the letter, that almost made me cry. LOOL.

so after school, went to the library to read alone after sara left me. hahaha, so sesat lar. then met syazana and aryanty.

and did i tell you i miss them?
well, now you knowwwwwwwwww :D

had a super fun time tadi. srsly bahagia when i met up with old friends like gratitude peace, LOL ENPING LOL, and amanda and michelle and shuqi.and was super terharu mr tay and mrs huang and mr loy(?) remembered me.AHAHHAHAHAHA, mr loy, he retired but he came to visit and he said he remembered me. PADAHAL I FORGOT WHO HE WAS ALREADY. rupenye dm, and his voice was so tegas though he was talking casually.

so, the school changed, including the principal. SO LONG MDM BALA ): and the deco was tak lawa, srsly. LOL, and syazana bangga bangatttttttt when she saw her snowman still on display!

'eh you are syahirah right? i remember you choosing between bpghs and scgs. i think if you chose scgs, you confirm can go in'

aahahahah, mrs huang still rememberssssss. had only like ten minutes to roam around ): then went out and waited for mr tay to come out and chat, for like one hour? ahaha, apologies for irritating you on the phone just now :D and god, he's still plays maple and has dark eye circles cause he plays too much computer games. GROW UP MAN! MUAHAHAHAHA.

but didnt get to meet mr roslie though, hahaha, though i dont even like him as a teacher, had the urge to meet him. PROBABLY CAUSE I WANTED TO REMIND HIM OF HIS PROMISE TO HAVE A BBQ AT HIS CONDO, NYAHAHAHAHHA! yes, that curly hair parrot fish that loves to stare at SYAZANA and say SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP! dgn mata terbeliak habis nye.

WAIT FOR ME AGAIN 365 DAYS LATERRRRRRR!

let's bring the past back.

2009-08-28T06:25:00.001-07:00

wah, ms zizi looks so cool here.

enjoyed this picture^ STRAIGHT KAN DIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! lol, and mrs chiang's wearing a dress?

wig best ar. LOL, and photographer; VELI NICE SHOT.

it took me awhile to recognise the guy in the suit. and i burst into laughter the moment i realised.

NI BEST, shiok sendiri. construction worker! inside joke lar.

lucky im in love with my best friend.

2009-08-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 13th SARA AMIRA BINTE MUHAMMAD JAIIIIIIIIIIHO.

the 13th remind you of anything that happened on 4th january? ahaha.
enjoy your 14th year living. and don't ever feel left out cause you know you're always a part of me. CHEH. and forgive me on anything i've ever done wrong. i hope you enjoyed your gifts and i look forward to seeing that frame and ribbon on the wall of your house. TAK LAR BEDEK. they were pathetic, sorry could give you a better gift. sorry didnt wish you a happy birthday at midnight. MY HANDPHONE SUCK AND YOU KNOW THAT. but i know you had a nincompoopful time at school (: and dont be sad, very tak kene. you know im always here kan? just a button away, and 4 mrt stations and 8 lrt stations away. TAK JAUH (:

a million reasons
why i chose you.
you were the wind beneath my wings.
you were the sunshine that lit up my days.
you were the plush toy i could always hug.
you were the diary i could always trust.
you were the joker i could always laugh with.
you were the hankerchief that would wipe my tears away.
and though you're missing one tooth,
and your hair will get in my way,
and you nose will expand gradually,
you'll always make me smile.

a million reasons why,
but most of all,
you're sara amira,
my bitch that i'll always cherish.

10 years down the road and you'll laugh again after reading this.
AHAHHAHAHA, the objective was to make you laugh, so NO JOKE NO FUN (:

oh and sorry didnt wrap your gift. at least ade kotak! ahahah, sengkek.
LOVELOVELOVE YOU BITCH (:

don't get fresh with her, cause she's mineeeeee! >:O

have a nice day, peace be upon you!

chori chori ahhhhh.

2009-08-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

blogger is screwed like again, god.
did i mention i hate blogger?
oh yeah, i did.

so im really tired and srsly malas to go to the lit fest.
and madrasah this sunday. tak fair sia, upper sec takde.
nevermind -.-
results fr common test was unsatisfying.
especially chemistry, ms lee teach better lar hello.
im loving history less right now. cause dm doesnt know how to teach properly.
physics, oh gosh, tawakal jer lar. haha, tak lar.

nur farhanah bte abdul rahman, get well soonnnnnnn.
you better come besok cause its gonna be a special day for someone! (:
but still, damn you fr getting highest in malay. haha, tak lar bedek.

ok yok baca doa sambil menanti buka.

allahum baringsana baringsini wa sudalapar wa maumati wa
lihat jam masihlama lagi watakda cara lagi wakena baring lagi sampai senja nanti. amin.

haha, msg dah lame. got it when my phone wasnt spoilt yet. yeah, it was a LONG time ago.

SUPER KELAKAR. HAHAHAHHA, didnt know there were such people.
and there was one video, one indian was singing the MAJULAH SINGAPURA.
wah, so proud. too bad i wasnt there to make the sound effects there.

i'll make them good girls go baddddddd. tak lar bedek.

2009-08-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

THIS TEMPTING ENOUGH FOR Y'ALL?

ahahaha, kidding lar.
HAPPY FASTING PEEPS!

lay it on thick.

2009-08-21T00:33:00.000-07:00

wow, my pancakes aren't half bad.
it almost tastes like the macdonalds ones.

hahaha, i didnt know how the craving to fry some pancakes came.
kirekan macam pre-puasa special meal.
but yeah, so i tried it.
and did i mention i love my brother?
hahah, he helped me fry those pancakes,
and helped me with the batter.
while standing on injured feet.
awww, how great is he?
he even dared to eat it, which means that the pancakes weren't bad at all.

ok so today was hmt paper.
and trust me, 50 minutes weren't enough lar.
and i almost slept so i wasted like three minutes there.
ahahhaha, BUT IM SUPER GRATEFUL TO GORILLA
FOR GIVING ME EXTRA TIME EVEN THOUGH I WAS LIKE THE ONLY ONE WHO HASNT COMPLETED YET.
ahahaha, so kinddddddddddd (:
and during the few minutes overtime, my hand was shivering like mad.
emphasize on the like mad.
cause i was so kanchiong, and my handwriting was horrible.
let's just hope cg can read it.

oh, homec test was alright.
I DIDNT COPY OKAY, i just let some copy mine. ahahahha.

'now got those alphabet pasta right?!'
ahahahah, and she bloody licked her lips.
omfg, kelakar sia mrs chiang.

and so, common test is overrrrrrrrrrrr!
screwed chem up and let's just hope there wont be another.

photoshop is for liars.

2009-08-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

front row: saf and fahmi happily chatting, farhanny stressed.
back row: fadhli PRICELESS.

ARE YOU SCARED?

macam nenek mane sia.

gone were the days when we sat tgt.
damn that gorilla -.-

berape bulan pun aku tak tau.

AHHAHAHAHHA, michael jackson mahhhh.

so yeah, im still having goosebumps thinking of
farhanny's and safwanah's Bali hotel room.
sampai masuk rumah sendiri pun paranoid.
ahahhaah, APEDAHHHHHHHHH.

TOING AH RRRRRRRRRR AH RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

and in my opinion, everyone looks nice in the class photo.
with the exception of me, of course.
smile so fake, SHAME ON ME. BOOOOOO.

so, history was alright.
and shouldn't short answer questions have like short answers?
ahahahah, you made me panic looking at the
paragraphs of answers you gave, fana.
have to keep repeating to myself not to regret.
stupid stupid chem -.-

i have a feeling homec's not gonna be fun.
gosh, dancing satays.

feels like insomnia AHHHHH.

2009-08-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

ok, blame the dm for getting those pictures stuck on my mind.
blame dm if i failed my maths exam, alright.
dammit, the rape of Nanjing was all bloody and just plain sadist.
even the guys who act tough closed their eyes.
i almost cried lar looking at the photos.

ok, apart from that, maths was alright.
though im a little careless and missed out like two questions?
science was a drag, though im darn sure i failed chemistry.

i have no idea why the hell im blogging
when i should be studying for literature or history.
ah, i guess i'll be having nightmares tonight.
i think i shall be delaying history for a bit.

i need a bloody new phone please.
still unable to msg, but other functions are still fine.
but i think my media player's going to go haywire soon.

i was looking thru photobucket.
DOES THIS RING A BELL, SARA AMIRA?

when realisation sinks in.

2009-08-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

ahahahaha, told you i would upload this.
and hell, take that pokemon.
cik leh kau.
'CIK LEH HAMSHEM TAK?'

ahahahhaa, so i spent half of the day thinking it was maths paper tomorrow.
and now, let's mugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg (:
im not prepared for physics.
i need mariana.
i need sweets.
i need to pee.

i see me.

2009-08-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

look at fana's face :D
AND SARA'S 'GRRR, IM HOT!' FACE.
ahahahahah, macam edmund.
ehhhhh, fana?

and let me just say, little black dress.
ahahah, DOES IT RING A BELL SARA AMIRA? how could you sia?
and fana, DOGGY STYLE!
panic sia. screw daryl tan zhi jie >:O

so, we didnt assemble at the parade ground aft recess.
mostly cause that area was conquered by the sec fours enjoying their p.e.
but we assembled at the hall during ymp when we're not supposed to.
ahahahhahaa, gerek kannnnnnnn?
and may i say, the speech by the dm was utterly redundant.

how to do pokok's assignmentssssssssssss?
seriously takde motif.
kalau satu takpe.
plus i forgot how to fold the paper to make that small book alrd.
screw the fact that i have no printer available -.-

p.s aida dah lepas accuse aku perm one TINY section of hair,
now say my eyebrow nampak macam pakai celak.
APEDAHHHHHHHHH.

random random, can?

2009-08-07T01:02:00.000-07:00

nenek keropoks.

we had joy, we had fun.

sara havent come. and maria looks like a grandma. AHHAHAHAHA!

everyone was trying to smile like ms chiang.
esp daryl, benjamin and mariana.
why the hell did mustaqim zoom in?

i laughed like hellllllllllll when i saw safwanah.

sara step decent. AHAHHAHAH!

ahahahah, ipw final presentation.

WAH.

2009-08-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

happy birthday hafiz!

ahahaha, baru 14? kental ar.
TAK LAR BEDEK.
ahahhaah, thanks for listening to my blabberings and problems.
have a nice day.

WAH, THERE'S AN INDIAN WORKER OUT OF MY BEDROOM WINDOW.
AT THE 12TH FLOOR.
painting my block.
shock of my life sia,
and can someone ask him to shut his handphone song
or whatever?
god, irritating sia.

five stars arising (:

2009-08-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

i didnt know the formation was THAT nice.

my bitch. lovelovelove :D

focus on mariana's and fana's and marie's face please.

tu netballer sibok. AHAHHAHAHAHA.

see, celeste so chio even if the picture is blur.

they were doing some drills in class.

everyone loves the head gear.

'THERE ARE FIVE STARS ARISING!'

birthday boy eh.

ahahahah, LOVE 02. muacksmuacksmuacks.

so, mustaqim misused my camera.

zoom in on xin an's and fana's face. AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

LAST MONDAY.

priceless if my camera wasnt so useless.

LAWA SUNGGUH.

THE DAY OF MCS MEETING OR WHATEVER.

ahahahah, shiok sendiri.

i look a little like aida, omg. ok, maybe not.

so we were trying to imitate pineapple's picture.
^^^attempt one. FANA COULDNT STOP LAUGHING.
^^attempt two. a teacher walked in and
i was desperately trying to remove my earpiece.
^attempt three. successful.

ooh, giordano.
p.s i didnt know how i got that curl so stop asking (:

OUR FAVOURITE :DDD

we were fooling around with that 3D specs.

she doesnt know how to share LOL

'ASAL MULUT AKU GITU?'

the kucingssssssssss.

cheh.

so today was the BEST national day celebration yet.
even though parade everyone messed up,
and michelle accidentally stepped on my left boot so i
had to stand with my heel out from the beginning till the march out.
and when i squatted down, jonathan, being a sjab, quickly came and enquired me
if i was alright.
padahal setakat nak adjust boot.
cheering comp performance.
yes, we screwed up a little bit,
but it still managed to bond us more.
IT'S ALRIGHT YOU GUYS.
and congrats to 03 :D
but the rest of the concert was the best and unforgettable (:
trust me, we were like mad people dancing in the school hall.
up and down the stage we went.
followed the train of people till the song stopped and we were stuck
at the middle of the hall.

and now, my arm's blue black, and i have no idea why.
OH THERE'S A MELTED FREDDO CHOCOLATE IN MY GUIDES UNIFORM POCKET.

TURKEY.

2009-08-02T01:43:00.000-07:00

1:14-2:05
very hilarious. till i banged my table and almost spilt my soup.

* Family Feud - Something that comes in a larger size for large families
* The Price is Right - How much does a surfboard cost?
* Family Feud - Something you might accidentally leave on all night
* Newlywed Game - "Roses are red, violets are blue, on our wedding night, my husband and I..."
* Family Fortunes - Turkey
* Family Feud - A part of the body people dab perfume on

AHHAHAHAHAHHA, found at novell's facebook.
look at those blur faces (:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

siol ar. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

* Newlywed Game - What is your favorite part of the set?
* Wheel of Fortune - An Only Child
* Family Feud - Something dogs do better than people
* Crosswords - Letters of discharge
* Family Fortunes - A slang word for money
* Pyramid - Things that sag
* Family Fortunes - Something that comes in sevens
* Family Fortunes - A game that uses a black ball
* Newlywed Game - What Spanish word or phrase best describes your wife's chest?

LOLed at the bitch part.